I’m still attending meetings twice a week, still following the steps.
My miracle has started too. I was addicted to pepsi max, drinking up to 4 litres a day of the stuff.
Now I don’t drink it at all. But that’s not the miracle. The miracle is I don’t even want to drink it.
Not one bit.
That’s one miracle. Another is my addiction to chocolate. I was eating several family sized blocks of chocolate every week. I’d eat it so fast I barely tasted it, or remembered eating it afterwards.
I don’t do that any more. I still feel like chocolate would be a problem if I bought it and brought it into the house, but now I don’t want to buy it. And I’m able to walk past it in the supermarket and not buy it.
Then there’s the junk food drive throughs. I made a rule for myself that I could have junk food any time I wanted it but I had to dine in.
Now I’m no longer a regular at the drive throughs.
I know these all seem like tiny, baby steps. But I’m feeling happier and healthier because of them.
I’ve just worked on these addictions a step at a time and now they’re gone.
The next thing I’m working on is no snacking. I want to get to the point where I have 3 sensible meals a day…and nothing in between.
I’m not there yet. But I know I will achieve this goal. I have faith. It’s only a matter of time.
OA is working for me! 😃